November 2009
banned commercial: condoms. →
did i hate my hs life?
sometimes, we all wonder why things happen to us in the way they happened. whether it hurts or not, it made us laugh or not, we may need to address in one way or another the essence of the experience.
last semester when i was blockmates with the best people i treated siguro, i said to myself “unta sa xuhs ko nag hs para mas bibo ang ako hs life”. but then it made me realize something....
Maguindanao killings
why kill someone of another party? it’s a barbaric way of discreetly saying “don’t run or else i’ll kill you” to your opponent. but still, i sense the ways of old seeping its way here through the modern times, wherein kings would wage battle against other kings in a war for supremacy.
these days we have written codes to follow. LAWS. i think that’s what...
RAIN!
i loved the rain. i got wet, entirely wet, for the first time in about a year! it was nice and all. it’s nice to recall past memories in the rain. :)
“Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before.”
– Mae West (via kari-shma)
“we’re not here for a long time… we’re here for a good time.”
– claudio pecori
“people without any tribulations can’t finish it like you can’t...”
– old chinese proverb
every single day has its extremes.
after the ncm exam , my day started with a sonorous rush in school. something happened. a friend opened up her heart out to me. let’s not dwell much on that cause i told her that my heart is kinda “preoccupied” with something and someone else. end of that story.
i had a good speech though i delivered it not quite well. i got a measly score of 43. anyway, that was the result of producing numerous...
“in the journey of being, perfection is not independent, but rather that it can...”
– paolo sumalpong
hearts date
yes, i was aware that february 14 was kris aquino’s birthday, my orgmate renard jamora’s birthday, and it was also valentine’s day. so what else is new? love is in the air though i rarely feel its presence.
morning of that day, twas a saturday, i had nstp sessions at school. was kinda worrying about what to do on that day. many thoughts came rushing like the quiz on rle, my damn philo subject,...
quagmire
if i deviate from what the people think it means i think separately, independently. do not tell me that i am wrong let me learn it on my own. if i believe in something that appears otherwise than what you think do not correct me i also have my own mind and own thinking own principles in life. if i feel something that is less or more than what you feel do not argue but rather try to put yourself in...
yin and yang
is the thought of negatives and positives bugging you? it does to me.. haha. people are so much concerned about these things. mind your own business na lang pwede. is this applicable to me though? i could say yes.
but why the hell am i hurrying about getting another girlfriend? is this important? honestly…
i want someone to hug.
not necessarily a special someone, but a girl na kayakap.
i want...
ill always be the lucky one
i still seem bothered over it. then suddenly i feel the subconscious urge to swim but i really dont know why so. i just want to really exhaust myself and swimming would definitely do the job.
after i swim, i get extremely tired, i even pant till my tongue drops. still, i think it’s subconscious programming. i wonder why, i wanna forget things muna. to avoid being really hurt for the same reason...
taken na pala crush ko!
sayang. well. aanhin ang kabayo kung marami pang damo. hehe. regards to the 1st year BSN NE na crush ko. taken na pala. si cha langit. haha. ok lang lantaran na. tutal, wala naman patutunguhan. ayee.
eccentric
sometimes, we tend to think that we can manage things easily. but then again there are some instances that we can never handle. things don’t always go our way. they tend to have something on their own, perhaps a mind or something that guides them. then again, things fall into place, no matter how much we look at it, no matter how irrational it may seem. this only makes me realize i cannot...
“Don’t smother each other. No one can grow in the shade.”
– Leo Buscaglia
“When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to...”
– Paulo Coelho
“if someone only told me to get really serious in my grades, i would have been a...”
– my mother
ABS WORKOUT!
i wanna have super abs again! i will definitely work out on it. so. morning sessions immediately after waking up and before going to sleep. fwahahaha!
cap/badge yesterday
yet i didnt feel anything worthy of happiness. well, except for the fact that my parents’ effort kinda payed off (though mom still wants me to give it 120%) through that event. it still kinda makes me incomplete. i didnt see the people i really wanted to see and wanna be with, cause i guess we’re still not in the best terms possible. but anyhow, it’s my education. it is my...
i loathe you
this girl made a promise, yet didnt even bother to text me. not even once. what happened to the promise? was that love at the stupid timing? or was it even love at all?
nursing journal links →
“when the going gets tough, only the tough and extremely luck gets going. :D”
– paolo
tomorrow is the day for cap/badge
i am not even a bit excited. why not?
this song should be played in the elevator; the...